PrettyPaintedPictures

2012-02-02T23:14:00.001+08:00

Okay, this post is totally unrelated to any of you but I just had to get it off my chest. As some of you might know, Naomi Neo is trending on twitter. And ppl are hating on her just because she puts make-up and all. Wtf? Can't a girl put on make-up?! What's wrong with that. And this is what Nicholas tweeted to me about his reason for insulting Naomi:

Me: so... Everybody's insulting Naomi Neo just because she's trending? *rolls eyes*

Nicholas: haha coz she disgusting ma.

Me: why is she disgusting?

Nicholas: like her face full with a lot of
makeup... Very fake. And very ah lian.

WHAT IS THIS?! And what's wrong with being an ah lian. I don't really like them but I don't think they're DISGUSTING or FAKE right?! I find them damn pretty somemore. But what I'm trying to emphasize is that Singaporeans are becoming way too judgmental. She's just trying to be prettier that's why she puts on makeup. Dont give me crap on how natural beauty is the best. If someone ugly goes out without makeup you'll comment that she's ugly. And when she tries to prettify herself by putting on makeup, you guys call her fake. What is it that you want then?! And when someone goes for plastic surgery you call them plastic. Riiiiight. Take a look at yourself first. Are you that fucking perfect? Guys especially. Guys who criticize girls just because they put on makeup. Don't you guys use hair gell and spray cologne? Should I call you guys fake too? Okay, this post isn't targeted to any specific person out there but I just had to get it off my chest. I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight.

2012-02-02T22:03:00.001+08:00

You smart luh. Call Petrina and Shermaine not enough still call Janine. Try calling Emily la. Or Carissa. I don't care. Fuck you. Why are we in the same poly. Suay ttm.

2012-02-01T20:48:00.001+08:00

Quick update. Went to great world city with cousin for lunch/brunch. I have no idea. But yeah, then walked around for abit and went to tcc to eat the great tea cake. LOL. She had something on in the evening and had to go home and change at around 4+ so I went anchorpoint to shop for a while and ended up buying 2 crop tees. Super pretty and cute. :D hahaha. But mum scolded me when I got home for constantly buying new clothes just because I'm going poly. Lol. Oh well that's all for today. :) Going to town with Rebecca tmr and probably with pet again on Saturday for flea. I lead such a fulfilling life. :)

2012-02-01T14:11:00.001+08:00

Woah you damn bitch leh. You fucking stalk my twitter and know which course I'm posted in and you still go ask Petrina. Then you call every one of my close friends to ask them why I'm ignoring you. And try to act pitiful in front of them. Oh and also call me 10 million times. Wtf. Then you went to tell shermaine that you're angry at me for following jia li and not you on twitter. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU AH? And when she said she doesn't know why I'm angry you told her that I tweeted that we went to buy Eastpaks together so she should know. WTF? Where's the link between going out with her and you? Seriously? I blocked you from twitter and I'm contemplating blocking your sis in case you use her acc to stalk me. If I get into accountancy at least I can be far away from you. YAY!

2012-01-31T14:19:00.001+08:00

I hate this feeling. Of not knowing what I want. Accountancy sounds so appealing all of a sudden. And it finally dawned on me that I always screw up my SPAs. So which of this do I really want? Hmm...

2012-01-30T21:09:00.001+08:00

Pros of accountancy:
1. Don't need climb uphill to class
2. More hot guys compared to LSCT courses
3. 'hottest' course in NP(wtf)
4. Auditor can earn a lot of money

Cons:
1. Large intake. I don't like courses with large intakes.
2. I have absolutely no interest in accountancy
3. Sounds boring.

Pros of pharmacy science:
1. I like science
2. Sounds damn fun
3. Sounds promising
4. Small intake
5. I can be pharmacist and they earn a lot of money also

Cons:
1. Must climb uphill
2. Must wear lab coats which are super unflattering
3. I can't do science experiments for nuts
4. I'm still scared of lighting a Bunsen burner

I still think I can't get into pharmacy science.

2012-01-30T13:54:00.001+08:00

Why can't something go right just for once? Huh? Everything's turning out all wrong. Why can't I just get something I want. And don't tell me I didn't try hard enough. I went for the fucking interview. And I HATE interviews but I still went so that ought to count for something right? Not being able to get into BMS is bad enough but I can't even get into pharmacy science?! What is wrong with this society. And I can't appeal for BMS just cause I didn't hit the cop. Well DUH! Of course I'm appealing coz I didn't hit the cop right?! What is this. I hate this man. How am I supposed to excel in something I'm not even interested in?! I only placed accountancy before business studies coz my parents say accountancy better. But what's the point?! Its going to be like literature again. I have absolutely no interest in literature but I still took it because my parents thought that it would be good. WHAT'S THE POINT?! I got a B3 for my lit and I spent so long trying to pass it during school exams. I am positive that I would've at least gotten an A if I took poa. And now it's the same problem again. I'm going to take a course which I have no interest in and history is gonna repeat itself coz I'll do badly. Again. Some ppl say that if nothing goes right, turn left. But I've been going left all my life and now I just want something to go right. So why can't I just get into a science course. WHY?!

2012-01-30T11:07:00.001+08:00

Got into accountancy. Expected. And I can't appeal to BMS coz you can only appeal to the courses which you hit their cop. Which is damn dumb coz if I hit the cop I most likely can get in right?! Appeal for what?! I think I cannot get into pharmacy science already la. unless got ppl appeal out of it. Please please all those who got into pharmacy go appeal to BMS or something then give me space. Fml fml fml. Why I so fucking unlucky one ah? I'm thinking of asking daddy to bribe the school but np is too rich to be bribed. Wtf. I want go Pharmacy!!! And why other ppl jpsae can but I cannot?! I not convincing enough meh? I bet is because I say I want be doctor then they think I too ambitious. Sigh. Damn sad now. :'( I know out there a lot of ppl out there who wants to go accountancy but cannot get in. I checked the website and accountancy is the hottest course in np-.- BUT I DON'T WANT ACCOUNTANCY. I WANT LSCT. WHY LIKE THAT?!

2012-01-29T17:45:00.001+08:00

It's proven. I like guys with floppy hair. :O

2012-01-29T17:44:00.001+08:00

City hunter is my new love. <3 Ahahahaha. I'm like, watching city hunter and skip beat now. Watching Taiwan/Korean dramas at home allows me to save money and keep my mind occupied so I'm loving it. (Y) I'm like 90% sure I won't make it into BMS. 60% sure that I won't make it to pharmacy science coz they only accept 45 students each year. WTF right?! Business studies accept 400+ students each year leh! And I'm 80% sure I'll end up in accountancy or business studies. Sigh. Appeal!!!! To all those going jc, I'm damn jealous that tmr's the last day of your holidays. WHY POLY SO LATE START?! WHYYYYY?!?!?! :(

2012-01-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

I've never been so scared/hopeful/helpless/desperate/lost/depressed in my entire life.

2012-01-26T20:45:00.001+08:00

OMG I NEED THE HELLO KITTY TOYS FROM MACDONALDS OMG OMG OMG SO CUTE OMG I'M GOING TO BE FAT AND BROKE AT THE SAME TIME. :'( why must it be hello kitty? :O

2012-01-26T12:14:00.001+08:00

okay, this are some of the pictures i took during CNY. Didn't take pictures with my teenagers cousins coz they look damn chio and i look damn shag. I had like, this huge pimple which my stupid concealer cant even conceal. And my make-up smudged by the end of the day so fml.

2012-01-25T18:47:00.001+08:00

Shermaine bought me a Eastpak. Mwahahahahahahaha. I'm a happy girl :D

2012-01-25T13:47:00.001+08:00

I'm in a damn sian/wtf mood right now. I just realized my cousins from Malaysia are coming to my house... I don't have anything against them. In fact, I love them. Really. They're a nice bunch of 10 year olds and they all think I'm damn smart and pretty. Wtf. I even took like, a lot of pictures with them when I went to Malaysia on Monday. So why are they coming?! I have this weird thing against ppl coming to my house. My friends all know about it. And I dunno why but I just really hate it when someone comes to my house. Other than my parents, grandma and godmum, I don't think I welcome anyone else to my house. Even my mum finds it weird. But seriously. There's nothing to see so why are you guys coming? My house is like a big empty space. Full of love I guess. But it's pretty much empty. We don't have any cool stuff. Just a tv, 2 computers. And thats all. The only thing that's cool is that my master bedroom's toilet is hidden behind a closet. That's all. Arghhhhhhh. Why are you guys coming?! :( I hate entertaining guests. Fml. I always loved CNY coz nobody ever comes to my house. We're the ones who go other ppl's houses. And now I have guests. NOOOOOO~

2012-01-25T13:04:00.001+08:00

My mum secretly looks down on me. Ohhhhhh~

FUCK THE WORLD LA. I'M GOING TO GET INTO NUS JUST YOU GUYS WAIT OKAY?! SO PPL OUT THERE STOP GIVING ME PITYING GLANCES WHEN I SAY I'M GOING POLY. FUCK THIS SHIT. I WON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN NUS. Unless it's Imperial College London <3 so watch out. I'm going to beat all your children. Mwahahahahaha. I hope they all cannot go uni.

2012-01-23T22:13:00.001+08:00

Oh yah oh yah. Close-up of my eye. Mum thinks its damn ugly coz it's too thick. But I can't draw fine lines. So yeah, gotta make it thick. The smudging cap gone also. I think it dropped out when I was lugging my bag around. Maybe on the car. Fml. Then I now use my springheart eyeliner cap as the temporary cap.

2012-01-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

Will post more zi lian pics tmr. Hahahahahaha. Spent the whole journey zi lian-ing.

2012-01-23T11:44:00.001+08:00

No matter what I do, she'll always be prettier than me. Fml.

2012-01-23T10:49:00.001+08:00

Mum: Pretty people don't need apply make-up one y'know?

Me: yeah, I know. That's why I applying.

2012-01-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

Received $200+ worth of red packets today. Tmr will be a lot more but some will be in ringgits. Oh well, gonna let mum keep all of it. Except for those $6 types from those super distant relatives whom I don't even know and are super stingy. :/ I can't apply make up for nuts. LOL. Fml. 17 year old le leh. Will post pictures tmr. Tata. I'm damn full.

2012-01-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

I finally understand why rich ppl are so damn pretty. I always thought it was because they spend loads of money on make-up and surgery to prettify themselves. Now I finally understand that it's the other way round. Those ppl are born pretty then they save money on cosmetics and surgery to become rich! Which is why I really need to find a rich husband.

2012-01-22T16:34:00.001+08:00

Chiong-ing make-up shopping. Bought eyeliner from sephora. Now I can't decide which brand of concealer and foundation to buy. Oh and debating if I should get falsies. Fml. Ppl spend money on clothes I spend on make-up. Damn my ugly face. And I think by the time I finish debating, all the shops close already.

2012-01-22T11:08:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY eve. Fuck everybody who asks me about my results. Tyvm.

2012-01-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

"I rather look fake and presentable than natural and downright ugly"

oooooooh~ I'm so applying eyeliner for cny to make my eyes bigger. Call me fake, i don't care.

2012-01-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

My hair is damn weird in this pic. And OMG eye-bags like balloons. But... I still love this pic. <3 Ahahahaha. Didn't post it the other time so decided to post it now.

2012-01-21T17:30:00.001+08:00

I just found out my cousin broke up with her bf of 4 years. FOUR YEARS!! I always thought they would get married after they turn 21 or something. Wtf. I'm still in a state of shock. They were always so lovey-dovey... OH AND HE BOUGHT HER A PUPPY FOR HER BIRTHDAY WHN HE GOT HIS FIRST PAY. Dumb but sweet. And they got together when she was at her ugliest and now she's quite pretty. I always thought this kind of relationships would last... Even though there's no logic to it but yeah.. Kinda feel sad for him. Heard that he cried a lot. :O hmm... Anyway my father listens to sexy and I know it. Wtf. And when he heard me listening to the song, he was like 'eh, you listen to that song also ah?! Your music taste not bad leh. I thought you listen to those girly songs only.' WTFFFFF!!

2012-01-21T09:45:00.001+08:00

You're just going to make it worse. You don't know how much I dislike you. So stop trying to make it better. Coz it won't work. I can already see it; a few months from now you'll start calling me bitchy and heartless like how you did to every one of your friends who left you.

2012-01-19T19:27:00.001+08:00

I think I failed my interview. Oh why can't I be more confident and charismatic? :( I would kill to be pretty, confident and charismatic even for just one day man. Wtf I'm like damn useless. I can't even do well for a stupid interview. And the questions I predicted didn't even come out la. Except for one. The why you want to join BMS one. I told them I want be doctor. LOL. I'm damn depressed right now. I can't even do a single thing right. :(

2012-01-19T17:01:00.001+08:00

The interviewers saw me shaking my leg. I'm doomed.

2012-01-19T16:08:00.001+08:00

WHY SO MANY PPL WANT BMS?!?! I NO HOPE ALREADY LA. Fml man. All their portfolios like dictionary somemore. So thick for whaaaaaat?! Omgoshhhhhhhh. Screw this shit.

2012-01-19T16:00:00.001+08:00

Omg I'm damn scared. Fuck I hate interviews. I think I'll be jobless forever. Omg. I'm going to screw it up like English oral. HOWWWW?! I'm like chanting what mrs Ng told us before our oral.

' I have nothing to lose. Everything to gain. ' nothing to lose. Nothing to lose. Nothing to lose.

2012-01-19T12:21:00.001+08:00

Okay I googled. It's bio-ler-gy. So when they interview me I'm going to be like 'I'm interested in bio-ler-gy which I why I chose biomedical science as my first choice.'

2012-01-19T11:29:00.001+08:00

I have no idea how to pronounce biology. Bi-logy bio-logy bio-whaaaa?

2012-01-18T17:05:00.001+08:00

Reading battle hymn of the tiger mother and I swear I never felt so motivated to work hard. Damn. I should've bought the book before O levels-.-

'if something seems unfair at school, just prove yourself by working twice as hard and being twice as good.'

WLAO EH. I could totally use that quote when dealing with Irving long the lousiest math teacher in the century and maybe I can get A1 for my Amath. Screw this shit I'm going to write all the inspirational quotes down somewhere.

2012-01-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

Spent $50 today. Sigh. Did I mention I was jobless? :( must control.

2012-01-18T10:36:00.001+08:00

YAY NP CALLED ME I'M SO HAPPY I CAN EAT DURIANS!!! WOOHOO~ INTERVIEW TMR AT 3.45!! :DDD AHHHHHH~ I'M SO HAPPY~ *does victory dance* wait, i dont have a victory dance... Oh well... WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO~

2012-01-18T09:54:00.001+08:00

The testimonials are not ready yet-.- I just called the school. FUCK YOU CTSS! I FUCKING NEED IT FOR MY INTERVIEW BUT YOU GUYS ARE TOO FUCKING SLOW AND INCOMPETENT TO DO THE JOB. IT'S JUST A FUCKING TESTIMONIAL. WE EDITED IT AND EVERYTHING BEFORE THE O LEVELS AND UNTIL NOW YOU STILL HAVEN'T PRINT IT?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! THEN WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GIVE IT TO US?! WHEN SCHOOL STARTS?! HUH?! THEN WE START SHOWING OUR TESTIMONIALS TO OUR LECTURERS?! FUCK YOU! I'M DAMN PISSED. I PROLLY NEED TO APPEAL TO BMS IF I DIDN'T GET THROUGH THE JPSAE AND IF BY THEN I STILL DON'T GET MY FUKING TESTIMONIAL I AM GOING TO BURN DOWN THE STUPID CRAPPY LOUSY SCHOOL WHICH I DON'T EVEN LIKE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

2012-01-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

Fuck I'm damn kancheong now I think I going to call the school tmr to ask if I can go collect my testimonial. Lynette Ng say she'll help me check until now still haven't reply. Pfft. Fml. And I feel like buying a new camera. WHATTHEHELL ISABEL CHIANG WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!?! I hardly use my current one la. And the quality is still quite good I guess? And it's touch screen. I love touch screen <3 sigh. I'm like damn scared now coz I think I won't get into BMS coz I think it's a quite popular course. I think I'll get into pharmacy science or accountancy. Which is not bad I guess. But I still want BMS more :( I never felt this scared since.., idk. More scared than O level results. That one at least I knew I screwed up badly. But I still act chill in front of my mum. Lol.

Mum: eh, you scared for the interview or not?

Me: nope. Scared for what?

Mum: I think you cannot get in. You too confident le. Like your father like that.

Me: :O :| :'(

Sian. What if they don't even call me in for the interview?! Cannot be la. I filled up all categories; sports, arts, leadership, entrepreneurship, achievements. EVERYTHING leh. I can handle both sports and arts *flicks hair* but... WHAT IF THEY DONT WANT ME?! Sigh. I need a good read to calm me down. I wanna buy a Singapore love story. I've been trolling pxdkitty for quite some time now. Lol. She might be my next sophiewillocq. :D okay, you guys prolly have no idea what I'm talking about. Nvm.

2012-01-17T20:50:00.001+08:00

NP YOU BETTER HURRY CALL ME OMGWTF I'M LIKE DAMN NERVOUS NOW BETTER CALL ME TMR OR I SWEAR I'LL KILL SOMEONE. But... My testimonial's not ready yet... Damn. Fml.

2012-01-17T12:40:00.001+08:00

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty

Ahhhhhh~ the song's stuck in my head. >:(

2012-01-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

2012-01-15T19:33:00.001+08:00

I want this so badly. Ahhhhhhh~

2012-01-15T19:26:00.001+08:00

Shopping=happiness <3
Ahahahaha. Bought a lovely pair of black high waist shorts from fep today. So I don't think I need a leather one anymore. I might just get the red leather one instead of black. :O Bought a hair brush also. Lol. Random max but I had been using my old brush for like, 3 years already? Then the bristles all like super worned out so yeap, got a new one. Quite ex leh. $10.50. My old one was like, those $3 those kind. Ahahahaha. The embarrassing facts of my life. :p oh and bought some random green tank top coz it was in sale and only costs $6. Yes, I'm such an auntie. Whatever. I'm falling in love with fep all over again. There's this brown leather shorts that I really like but didn't buy coz I was too broke. :( OH AND I HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE! Okay maybe not that serious but yeah. I was on the bus on my way home and the bus was super crowded coz it was peak hours and all and despite it being 5+, the sun was burning into the bus. Then all of a sudden, I felt damn nauseous and I almost couldn't breathe (I think that's coz the bus was too crowded) but it became damn scary and i was almost blacking out then I started to panic and got off the next stop. When I was in the bus stop, I realized that my ears were blocked. Like, severely blocked. :/ then after like 10 mins it became better and I boarded the next bus. Does it sound scary? I swear it was.

2012-01-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

I just read that if you go on a diet, the first place you lose your fats from are from your boobs. OMG THAT MEANS THE 2KG I LOST WAS FROM MY BOOBS AND NOT MY TUMMY?! NOOOOOOOOOO~ fml. I don't want diet already-.-

2012-01-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

I need:
- a pair of black high waist leather shorts.
- a black blazer
- a pair of red leather high waist shorts (maybe)
- a new bag for poly
- a lace/knitted top
- a clutch for CNY
- a new romper

And i'm still quite broke. overheard mummy telling daddy that poly fees will be quite ex then ask him don't splurge too much on useless items and here i am thinking of ways to spend my money :( Haiz. i decided to let them keep all my ang pow money this year to pay my poly fees. last year i had around SGD600+ so i think thats like, one-quarter of the poly fees? should be good enough. MUST GET SCHOLARSHIP IN YEAR 2!!

2012-01-14T10:54:00.001+08:00

CAN EVERYBODY STOP ASKING ME WHY I'M GOING POLY AND NOT JC?!?! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY?! Oh i'm too dumb to go jc. Boohoo. Fml.

2012-01-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

I think my mum really thinks I'm a really socially awkward weirdo.

Me: eh, all my close friends going jc leh. I'm the only one going poly...

Mum: HUH?! Then how?! You got regret not going JC or not?!

Me: no la. I dont like JJ.

Mum: oh. But I scared you go poly no friends.

Me: then you think I won't make new friends meh?

-awkward silence-

Me: YOU REALLY THINK I NO FRIENDS ONE AH?!?!?!?!

2012-01-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

I'm at emily's house right now and the rest are busy cooking while I'm here blogging. :/ I created a twitter btw. and deactivated my facebook. Frankly, I have no idea how to deal with life right now. I'm just trying to get past everyday normally, doing normal things normal people do. and since i no longer feel like going out to shop (shocker) i'm spending most of my time blogshopping. :) going shermaine's house tomorrow and uss next week with clique. and i'm prolly getting a job after CNY. or not. i'm not sure. but i'm just waiting for np to call me to go for the JPSAE interview and get into bms. or pharmacy. hmm... i'll be the only one from the clique going np. will i make friends? or will i be some anti-social bitch who admires hot guys from the corner of the room? well, i guess it all depends.

i have no idea how to explain everything to you and i think running away from the problem would be the best solution. i'm sorry okay? but its not the same anymore. we cant carry on being friends. its different. dont you get it?

2012-01-12T14:39:00.001+08:00

I'm the ghost of the girl
That I want to be most.
I'm the shell of the girl
That I used to know.

2012-01-12T12:26:00.001+08:00

I'm going to prove you wrong. Yes, I will.

2012-01-11T10:13:00.000+08:00

Funny how my mum's so anti-jc after hearing that the only JC i can get into is JJ and i rather go PJ than JJ. Before i got my results it was all "oh JC is good. you get to learn more and you get a higher chance of getting into local uni." now its like "oh you learn all the useless stuff in JC which you dont need in the future, and it doesn't necessary guarantee you a place in a NUS." I love my mum. Even though I know she's just trying to make me feel better.

2012-01-10T18:34:00.001+08:00

Stop being such a nosey parker. I haven't told most of my friends my results yet so what makes you think I'm going to tell you mine. Oh and you think asking my mother would help? NO. You're despicable. Calling me when I'm not at home, and using the chance to ask my mother about my marks?! Thank goodness she's smart enough to tell you to ask me directly. I don't care if you did well or did better than me. I DON'T CARE. In fact, I think you're one of the reasons why I did so badly. Continually asking me out when the exams are nearer. I was blind to treat you as a friend. So technically, it's still my fault for being so blind. But you still don't have the rights to use my mother to find out my results. And I know you don't like me going to poly and would ask me to go JJ. But I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOU. I WANT TO GO TO POLY AND THAT'S THAT.

2012-01-10T18:25:00.001+08:00

My mum's asking me to enter pharmacy science and I'm like, why not?

2012-01-10T13:37:00.001+08:00

I just want to sleep forever. And never wake up. And yes, I made my decision; business studies at Ngee Ann.

2012-01-09T13:57:00.001+08:00

There's no point feeling scared if you know you'll do badly right? :/ sigh.

2012-01-08T17:17:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure if I'm nervous or what. I mean, I would love to say that I can't wait to get my results but that would just sound way too positive. And I'm more of like neutral about it? I just wanna get it back and decide on a jc/poly and get on with the next phase of my life. I got a sickening feeling that I'll end up in a jc though. Studying subjects I do not like. Pfft. I was like telling my mum that even if I go jc, I'll still end up taking business in uni. So what's the point?! Not like I'll end up in law or medicine right? -.- gosh. But I keep reading about how hard it is to get into NUS from poly. And it doesn't help that in the np booklet where they feature students who got into prestigious universities, none of then are from IBZ. They're some from business studies, some from accountancy, some from biomedical science but none from IBZ. Which is like, the only course I'm interested in. Fml. :( I should have went out today instead of staying in my room, wrapped up in Harry potter books. And letting my mind run wild. Oh well, at least I'm saving money. And there's skip beat tmr. :) hopefully that will cheer me up and distract me from my terrible grades... Anyway, I'm currently in love with the lonely by Christina perri. She might become my second favorite singer.

2012-01-08T13:55:00.001+08:00

Me: JC or poly?
Mum: idk

10 mins later...

Me: JC or poly
Mum: idk

10 mins later...

Me: JC or poly?
Mum: idk

10 mins later...

Me: JC or poly?
Mum: HAIYA! YOU WANT GO POLY THEN GO POLY LA!
Me: you use this kind of tone confirm is want me go JC right?!?!
Mum: see results first la!

10 mins later...

Me: JC or poly?

2012-01-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

2012-01-07T19:52:00.001+08:00

Oh shit I think I'm getting my hopes raised again. Thinking of getting into IBZ. Pfft. Must think negatively. Must think negatively. Must think negatively. Must think negatively. I am not going to get my hopes crushed again.

2012-01-07T18:25:00.001+08:00

Finally made my decision! If my L1R4 is 7, I'll go poly. Or else I'll go JC. Unless my L1R5 >12 then go poly. Easy peasy. :) And I got like, all 12 choices for poly courses and JC choices for all possible scores until around 11. I'm so well prepared. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, NP got a lot of hot guys so yeah.... Bonus eye-candy <3

2012-01-06T09:56:00.000+08:00

the biggest reason why i don't want to go jc is that there's NAPFA and PE. yes, i'm shallow/dumb/bimbo like that. i'm fine with everything else in jc. oh and SPA. but i might go to the arts stream to avoid SPAs. so thats pretty much settled.

2012-01-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

Oh fuck it. Just read through Facebook and saw some of my friends hoping to get what they wanted for O levels coz they did their best/worked super hard for it. And it sucks that I can't say the same.

2012-01-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

Okay I'm like damn bored now so I shall blog about o levels. Yes, as many of you already know, the results are coming out on Monday. Boohoo yadaa yadaa. Frankly speaking, I'm not scared already. At all. Seriously. I shocked myself too. But I think within this 1 month (around there) after our last paper, I have successfully convinced myself that I'll do damn badly and probably even get >15 for my L1R5. So no matter how badly I do, I think I won't even cry. Or maybe I will. It all depends. But I was telling shermaine that I would go commit suicide if my L1R5 is 20. And I wasn't joking. I think I really would. Hmm... Guess all my friends must try to console me if I get >20. :/ and I've been worrying about the results for this whole month non-stop that I guess I'm damn tired of it. I just wish I can get the results slip and get on with life. If beats sitting here on my bed thinking what would happen if I do badly. Even my parents are sick of me telling them how scared I am for the past month. And my constantly changing decision to go jc/poly-.- my current decision is jc btw. Coz I realised that it's not the top 10% of poly students that make it to uni but that uni only reserves 15% of its students to be admitted from poly. Or something like that. So being the coward that I am, I'm sticking to jc. For now. I'll be going to the poly open house on Saturday with pet and that might make me change my mind. So anyway, back to the results. I think I'll get >13. Maybe around 14-16. Which just sucks. I know ppl out there who might just be aiming for a 14. But to me, that's a damn lousy grade. I might sound damn fake now coz if my friends are happy about their grades, no matter how they do I'll be happy for them as well. And no matter how badly they do, I'll try to tell them it's okay. But for me, anything higher than a 12 is not good enough. I know my expectations are high and I probably won't meet them but that's how it works. I constantly set high expectations for myself even if I know I won't be able to achieve it. No, make that ESPECIALLY since I know I won't be able to achieve it. Then I'll spend months berating myself of what a loser I am and how useless I am. Ever since PSLE, I convinced myself that I'll never do well in government exams. And the Chinese O levels just proved my theory right. No matter how hard I try, I'll never do well. Even if I actually do well in school exams, I'll still screw up the government ones. I mean, my teachers in primary school were pretty sure I'll get around 240 and look what I got?! A pathetic 233/234 (can't remember). And I got As for most of my Chinese exams in school and look what I got?! B3. FML. I really will never do well. I'm like, doomed to fail. Which is one of the reasons why I wanna go poly. Coz I will screw up my A levels. I KNOW I will. No matter how hard I try. Something will crop up. Or some friend who will call me everyday during the exam period-.- wtf. I don't hope for much. I just wanna do well. For once. And not let my parents down again.

2012-01-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

Met up with shermaine after she knocked off today and we wore our couple tee <3

2012-01-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

EPISODE 3 Y U NO COME OUT?

2012-01-02T15:02:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm waiting for mysoju to upload the 3rd episode of skip beat and I got a feeling they're going to upload it late at night. Pfft. I'm addicted to the show. Damnit. So in the meantime I shall blog about yesterday. :) met pet at bugis at around 2 and bought tickets to we bought a zoo at iluma :D while waiting for the show to start, we went to play at the arcade! Some bunny hopping game. *boing* and I got first place while she got sixth! :D then after the movie we went to play some truck game which was really really fun. But our necks hurt after that :( anyway, we then made our way to haji lane. SUPER EXCITED COZ IT'S MY FIRST TIME THERE!! Quite a lot of shops but most of them were closed for new year :( bought a pair of wedges though. Or bootie. I have no idea what to call it but yeap, it's pretty cool. And really comfortable :) pet wanted to buy one too but they didn't have her size :O hahaha. Kept irritating her with the fact that my feet was the perfect size when actually, 37's the 'perfect' size. Mine's 38. So my CNY outfit's pretty much done. I got the dress and the shoes. Now I'm just thinking of buying an envelope clutch to go with it. And I'm thinking of going diva to get new earrings. And... a blazer? I don't have much outerwear so I think a black blazer would be just nice. Haiz. I'm jobless and in need of $. Lucky my parents still give me my allowance and extra money or I would really be broke. :'(

2012-01-01T23:44:00.001+08:00

I think I'm going poly now. Yes, this is serious and not one of my impulsive decisions. I actually discussed with my parents and went to np website to research about the courses. *proud of myself* Ahahahaha. But of course it still depends on the results. If I do very well, I'll go poly. If I do badly, I'll go jc. LOL. I'm like opposite from other ppl la. But if I do well, I can get into my 'dream' course. If I do badly I rather go jc and take my 'A' levels before going uni. Been thinking about my studies a lot lately coz the results are coming out soon and... I'm just crossing my fingers till then. Anyway, went out with pet today and bought a pair of wedges. Will blog about it tmr. I still think I blog too much.

2012-01-01T00:58:00.001+08:00

Happy new year. A picture of me now and 20 years down the road ;)

2011-12-30T16:04:00.003+08:00

So, tomorrow is the last day of 2011 and I feel that this year went by a little too fast. The year started of with a hell lot of dance practices to prepare us for SYF and even though we were aiming for GWH, we only got a silver. WTFOMGBULLSHITJUDGES. Anyway, after the SYF we had to prepare for our midyears. (which I did not) Whoops. At least I worked hard for my prelims. Studied Chemistry like some crazy mugger during the june holidays and tried to brush up on my math as much as possible. And then came the prelims. Did much better than expected. I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! INCLUDING LIT! WHOOTS. TOPPED THE CLASS FOR BIO! GOT 68 FOR AMATH! :DDDDDD which is why i kind of slacked after the prelims. Damn dumb right? Fuck myself. Screwed up my O levels. :( Anyway, whats done is done and i should just prepare myself my 2012. So, here are my 2012 resolutions:

1. slim down to 4* kg.
2. work really super hard for my studies regardless if i'm in JC or poly or have a shit teacher like irving long.
3. don't talk on the phone everyday. (only on weekends)
4. try to make friends. (i'm damn awkward when it comes to strangers)
5. be a better friend and daughter.
6. save up to $4000 in my bank acc by end of 2012.
7. try to exercise.
8. don't bitch about other ppl so much.
9. don't shop so much.
10.don't have any regrets.

2011-12-29T17:26:00.001+08:00

I dreamt that my L1R5 is 14. And my dreams about studies are normally quite accurate. FML. But in my dream I remembered VERY CLEARLY that I got A1 for lit and A1 for English. So I think it's confirm not coming true already. Ahahahaha. Anyway, I'm on my way home from vivo. Went to buy leggings for pet but they didn't have the heart shaped one either :( oh well. I think I might be heading to town on Sunday so I can prolly buy it then. And damnit, I forgot to buy the Christina Perri album today D: -megasadface- anyway, clique outing's somewhat confirmed. Ecp on 3 Jan. which is next Tuesday if I'm not wrong. Yay! And I need to find a date to go out with Shermaine soon. It's been 13739562738 years since I last went out with her. :( -guiltyface- I'm such a lousy friend. And I'm damn fat. I just ate a slice of cheesecake from bakerzin just now. Sigh. I want to watch new years eve!

2011-12-29T14:19:00.002+08:00

2011-12-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

Just watched you're the apple of my eye with Emily and I ended up crying like mad while she just sat there and laughed. Heartless creature :( well, the show was really nice and the guy is sooooo hot and sooooo sweet. *swoons* but the girl had to end up marrying some ugly shit ass head. Pfft. I hate this kind of endings. I want my happy ending! Even though according to Emily, happy endings are boring but I seriously can't stand unhappy endings where the girl and the guy don't end up together. I mean, happy endings do not occur all the time in real life so can't the producers make more effort to let the show have a happy ending to show that happy endings are still possible? Argh. And I got a feeling hot shot might not have a happy ending so I'm not sure if I want to continue watching it. :/ thank goodness autumn concerto has a happy ending so I have no regrets watching it :) okay I'm lazy to continue this post. That's all for now. Tata :)

2011-12-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hot shot is the first drama that made me cry not only because of the love part between the couples, but also the friendship part between the basketballers. Damn, this drama is good.

Christmas

2011-12-26T12:31:00.001+08:00

Okay, this post shall be about my Christmas outing with Petrina yesterday. The pictures are all up on facebook and I'm too lazy to upload all of them here. Okay, maybe a few more. Ahahaha. Anyway, we met up at Telok Blangah mrt station at around 1.45 and planned to travel the entire circle line (which we didn't). We took pictures at almost EVERY station and some of them are really cool!! :) lol, my favourite is botanic garden. Mostly because of the cupcakes. Teehee. Haw par villa is nice too. With all the cool statues and everything. We took damn lot of pictures at haw par villa and there's a shopping centre at one-north which I have never been to. But most of the shops were closed coz it was Christmas :( we ate our lunch at Wendy's at holland v and the ambience was damn romantic. Hahahahaha. I ate the baked potato and pet ate the burger with the coke float. We then took pictures with the smile shutter which explains my spastic smile in the previous post. Lol, and I tried to post sexily outside the toilet but failed. :( actually pet wanted to get her ears pierced there but it was $20 for two ears which means $10 for one ear. Crazy or crazy... so, we continued our journey to botanic garden and we were planning to eat at 3 inch sin but it was closed so we ate at the cupcake engineers or something. OMGWTFHOLYSHIT. THE CUPCAKE WAS DAMN AWESOME!! Will definitely go there again. :D and we went back into the botanic garden to walk one round before proceeding to nex to get her ears pierced. LIKE, FINALLY! Now Emily's the only one without double piercings on one ear and I doubt she'll have it soon. LOL. I'm such a bad influence. Keep pestering pet to get her second piercing coz I'm kinda sadistic and wanna see her in pain. :) whee~ went home after that and I had to travel back to Telok Blangah coz the buses at orchard had their routes changed and it might take a long time to go home from there. :/ overall, it was a fun Christmas and Petrina never failed I embarrass herself :)

P.s. OH somewhere along the circle line( I can't remember which station) we could like send a SMS to have our thoughts on the bigass screen in the mrt and because we were so original (note the sarcasm), I sent the message 'Petrina loves Isabel !' and we went crazy trying to take pictures with it. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2011-12-25T21:23:00.001+08:00

2011-12-24T17:13:00.001+08:00

Okay, so I got a make-up set for Christmas. I think my cousin's trying to hint that I'm ugly. But nevermind, I shall ignore that fact. BUT WHAT WOULD I DO WITH A MAKE-UP SET?! And the set conveniently left out eyeliner an concealer too. 2 of my favourite (only) make-up tools. Pfft. I shall put on make up when I go out... If I'm not too lazy. Which I think I probably would be since I can't stand removing my make-up and seeing how ugly I actually am. What's the point of putting on make-up when I'm wearing my specs anyway?! Sigh. Gonna order daily contacts again for cny. OH I can put make up for cny! All my cousins do that anyway. Even those who are younger than me-.- its about time I 'grow up' and put make up. :) but... How do I even apply it? Hmmm...

2011-12-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

Don't blame me. I once told you something I probably shouldn't tell you and now I'm telling her something I probably shouldn't tell her. We're even now and I don't owe you anything. Let's just end on a happy note (not really) and... Please, just get the hint.

p.s. i'm not the terrible friend; you are.

2011-12-23T15:19:00.001+08:00

I think my ear looks damn cute here :)

2011-12-23T14:47:00.001+08:00

SECOND PIERCING BAYBEHHHH~ I think I spelt it wrongly but nevermind. IT FUCKING HURTS THOUGH. And I was so scared that I was shivering when the lady was about to pierce. Embarrassing much? She thought I wanted to pierce helix somemore. I normal one already scared until like that, how to pierce helix?!? Will post a picture tonight. Going home to let down my hair before going out with aunt. I doubt she approves of my second piercing but I don't really care. I'm like, damn happy now I think I can fly! Like a g6~~ like a g6~~

2011-12-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

I think if i continue watching all these taiwan and korean dramas, i'll be single forever. LOL. Raised my expectations of guys alot man. i mean, they're soooo sweet in these shows that i literally cried coz i was so touched by the guy's gestures. i'm hopeless. so anyway, i shall blog about today. went to meet rebecca at about 1 at taka but AJ was working with her so it became awkward and you can read all that in my previous post. so, i met pet at around 2.15 at cine and went to topshop to walk around before catching puss in boots. its a really cute show; much better than what i had expected and spent most of the time laughing. LOL. then headed over to paragon to meet Janine. :) HER MANAGER (or is it supervisor?) WAS DAMN SCARY. we were like, hiding outside the shop thinking if we should step in. Teehee. But in the end, Janine came out to talk to us and we waited for her until 6.30 to visit Jia Li at ion. too bad for us, jia li knocked off already so we just went home after that. yup, thats about it for today. i finally tried the matcha from paragon and it was pretty good. oh and we might be celebrating new years eve but cant think of a place to celebrate. sigh.

2011-12-21T19:40:00.001+08:00

I'm such a loser around strangers. I turn into some awkward-shy-antisocial girl when I'm with a stranger. Went to find Rebecca today and AJ was with her and I swear I looked like some antisocial bitch. I just stood at the corner and smiled and texted shermaine to call me quickly so I looked busy. But i improved though. I smiled at him when he came and waved. Normally i just try to blend in with the crowd and act like some wallflower. What a loser. So, people reading this blog, DON'T EVER LET ME MEET YOUR FRIENDS WHOM I DUNNO COZ I WILL TURN INTO SOME ANTISOCIAL BITCH!!! I'm damn embarrassed now. Will blog about outing with Petrina (and Janine?) when I reach home. Tata.

2011-12-20T17:14:00.001+08:00

Gosh, I really want one of these. But it's $55 and I don't think I'll wear it really often but it's so pretty. *sigh* I would buy it if it's $45 -.-

2011-12-20T17:06:00.001+08:00

I want my nails to grow longer :( I miss that *tiak* *tiak* sound when I type with my nails using my iPhone :( yes, I'm childish like that. Boohoo. I'm like, slacking a lot nowadays. Just lying on my bed and using the iPhone to surf the net coz I'm too lazy to turn on the computer. Going out tmr. Prolly meeting pet at around 2.45-3. And before that I might go visit Rebecca at Taka again. :) Imma nice friend. Oh and I was like trying to scare my dad by telling him that I'm gonna get multiple piercings and tattoos and dye my hair violet. Too bad he knows I'm too much of a pussy to do all that-.- I'll prolly get a small tattoo though. SMALL one, when I'm 18 or something. And I'm thinking of getting my second piercing done this friday. MUST! *determined look* I'll prolly go queensway to do it. :) #happygirl

2011-12-19T19:30:00.001+08:00

At orchard being a nice friend now :) accompanying rebecca from 4 to 9. Her job is boring but the commission is good. Like, she can earn up to $10 per hour if you include commission. But she's working everyday now, until after christmas :O prolly going out with Petrina on Wednesday and maybe comin to accompany Rebecca on Thursday again. Oh yeah, didn't go find Janine today coz I didn't have an umbrella with me do I can't cross over to paragon :O oh well, next time perhaps. That's all for now. Tata.

2011-12-18T23:40:00.001+08:00

Short update. I'm currently watching hot shot. Yes, it's that really old Taiwan drama about basketball-.- okay, actually not THAT old. If I'm not wrong it came out in 2009? I'm not sure. But I love taiwan shows which involves hot guys and basketball. But it leads me to having crazy high expectations of basketballers. Teehee :) ANYWAY, going town to meet Rebecca tmr and maybe Janine as well :D yay, I get to see my friends at work. Ahahahaha. Oh and we'll most probably be having a clique outing at ecp where Carissa will teach me how to cycle :) thank goodness I didn't say yes when Ryan and Gregory they all asked me if i wanted to learn how to cycle when I went ecp with them and shermaine. HOW AWKWARD WOULD THAT BE?!?! I remember telling shermaine that I rather my family or closer friends teach me how to cycle instead of the 4C1 guys :/ I mean, I wouldn't give a shit about falling down in front of my clique-.- Hell, I've done waaaay more embarrassing stuff. And now I'm just a happy girl waiting for the next clique outing :)

2011-12-18T00:46:00.001+08:00

2011-12-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

I think I know where I got my lame-ness from.

Father: Isabel!
Me: yes?
Father: no! Hahaha.
Me: -.-

2011-12-16T23:12:00.001+08:00

I think I blog too much. Maybe coz its an iPhone app and when I have nothing to do then i just blog. Oh and I just realised that my friends stalk my blog. Like, really follow it and not just browse though it once a week those type. -stares at Carissa and Petrina- Ahahahaha. Quite honoured but I stalk their tumblr and blog too. LOL. I swear I have no life. The first thing I do every morning when I wake up is to check my fashion story and collect the clothes I ordered. Then stalk Sophie's blog (www.sophiewillocq.blogspot.com) some Singaporean model who was from SAJC (yes, I added that extra info for Carissa :D) then I'll stalk Petrina's blog and Carissa's tumblr followed by Alicia's one (don't ask me why I stalk hers when it's so boring) and Pawena's blog (girl from Ctss who got pregnant when she's 17(or 18).) lastly, I'll stalk Ednes's blog ( some pretty girl from stc) And after all these troublesome no life stalking then I'll crawl out of bed and start my day. Disgusting no-life freak, I know. *shudder* will blog about clique outing tmr. I'm too tired. Tata.

2011-12-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

Got dark purple nails instead. But my nails are quite short so I'm not happy with that. :( oh and and, I got a small dent at the tip of one of my nails from pulling my zipper. :'( note to self: never pee right from a manicure. Anyway, I think I saw Kay Kay getting hair extensions but I'm not sure if it's really her. Sounds like her though. She's prettier in real life than in chicks vs dicks :) hahaha. I'll take a picture of my nails and upload it when I get home. Got to go cut my hair now. Tata.

2011-12-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

MIDLIFE CRISIS!!!! HARDEST DECISION EVER!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH~

should I get a manicure? :( its only $10. But I hardly have any chances to flaunt it. But Christmas is coming and I can flaunt it then. But it's more than a week away. What if I chipped it?! *gulp* and should I get nail art? AHHHHHHHH :'( I already know what colour I want. Dark metallic green. :) or should I get pastel colours? Haizxzx.

2011-12-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

This is a short post. I think I'm going for a haircut tmr. Just gonna trim the ends and maybe layer abit. Ahahaha. When everybody's busy layering their hair, I was cutting away all my layers and now when everybody's trying to grow out their layers, I'm layering mine. I wonder what's wrong with me. *shakes head* what's wrong with me? Anyway, if I have enough money left, I might go for a manicure at milly's. Okay, skip the mani. I'm damn broke. Spending away all the ang pows I got from my birthday :( sigh. Clique outing is confirmed :) Friday buffet at sakuraaaaa. Even though the reviews suck, I think I'll still have fun eating all the sashimi and oyster and seafood. Yum yum. :) and I shall increase my appetite again. It's 12.30a.m. now and I just ate a plate of fried rice. Talk about fattening... *tsk* *tsk* I need to jog but I'm just too lazy. Tata.

2011-12-13T18:34:00.001+08:00

Fuck it. To be selfish and be happy or to be nice and be unhappy? I'll either have to lie to my best friend or lie to myself. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Whiney job post

2011-12-13T14:56:00.001+08:00

It's funny how my parents are so against me getting a job. And I'm not really looking forward to having one either. But I think I'm going to interview at swensons tmr because shermaine wants to work there and I owe her a million favours. *sighs dramatically* the rest of this post shall be my whining. Stop reading if you don't want to hear me whine.

I DON'T WANT TO WORK AT SWENSONS!!!!!! I CAN'T BE A WAITRESS!!!! UNIQLO WHY AREN'T YOU HIRING PART-TIMERS ANYMORE!?!? ANYTHING BUT SWENSONS!!!! THE PAY IS SO LOWWW AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE ICE CREAM. I ONLY LIKE CHOCOLATE, COOKIES AND CREAM, AND GREEN TEA ICE CREAM. SCREW YOU F21 AND UNIQLOOOOOOOOOO. I WANT TO SELL CLOTHESSSSSSSS! I WANT TO WORK AT PULL AND BEAR! I WANT TO WORK AT MANGO!(shit I haven't check if they're hiring. Damn) I WANT TO WORK AT PAGE ONE! I DON'T EVEN MIND WORKING AT SHEER ROMANCE COZ THE BIKINIS ARE PRETTY. TOYS 'R' US ALSO CAN! HELL, I DON'T EVEN WANNA WORKKKKKKKK :'( I want to get a second piercing... and I can't tell all this to shermaine coz she's so excited about getting a job with me. I'm so stressed that I think I'm going to cry. Fuck my life.

2011-12-12T17:11:00.001+08:00

Latest creation :)

Vivo-ed. again.

2011-12-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

I have no life. Went vivo again today with shermaine. Wanted to interview at uniqlo but they weren't hiring part-timers anymore. I'm too lazy to blog all the details but shermaine wants to work at swensons and I want to work at yigloo. :/ yes, they're both hiring, and zinc and the soup spoon and so on. Actually, I don't mind working at zinc too but she doesn't want to-.- anyways, met gan and zi yi and we ended up eating dinner with gan coz zi yi went off with her mum or something. And Gan ended up paying for our meals coz according to him, he doesn't feel right letting girls pay when he dines with them. :O luckily, we only shared a plate of chicken. Headed home after that while Gan waited for zhu. :) well, overall it was rather fun and I realised how unobservant I really was. The first time we walked around vivo, we didn't find many shops hiring. But the second time we walked around vivo, practically all the shops were hiring. Lol. I guess I'm just lousy at observing stuff like that. :/ that's all for now. Tata :)

NEW BLOGSKIN

2011-12-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

So, i got a new blogskin coz someone mentioned that the words were hard to read. :( -yes, i'm staring at you right now coz i know you're reading this *winks*- Anyway, i'm finally using the computer to blog coz i'm charging my iphone and i have nothing better to do. Today is a sunday, and sundays are meant for slacking at home and annoying my parents. :) I dont feel like working at igloo anymore. because according to pet, i must have short nails. Which prolly means i wouldn't be able to have manicured nails. :'( Was planning to go for a manicure sometime this week. But maybe i'm too lazy. And i'm kinda broke. Bought a top from F21 yesterday with shermaine. :) Its the first time i bought clothes since the start of the holidays i think. I've been too lazy to buy clothes lately. I think i caught the Emily and Carissa disease. *GASP* Anyway, did some major editing to my blog coz i realised that the pictures that i have been posting are waaaaay too big. something my iphone doesn't allow me to adjust. Or maybe they do just that i'm too much of a tech-idiot. Boohoo. There's Material Queen tonight and i can't wait to see Vanness Wu! :D

:)

2011-12-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

Charm bracelet <3

Allergies

2011-12-09T21:03:00.001+08:00

I think I'm allergic to the air or something. Sometimes my face can just suddenly become SUPER patchy. Like for no reason. -WHAM- and red patches would pop out. Then they'll subside 15 mins later and it'll be back to normal. Not the first time and I'm freaking out.

Woohoo

2011-12-09T16:43:00.001+08:00

Went out with Carissa today. :D and she was so embarrassing. Ahahaha. We were rubbing body butter all over our body. Including our thighs. So awkward. Was trying to do it discreetly. But failed. Hahaha. Hid behind some ballet studio to rub it on and was kinda successful until Carissa talked about how she should learn ballet and how she can become graceful. Right at the moment when she said graceful, she whacked her huge plastic bag into some stranger. AHAHAHAHA. Oh shit. It doesn't sound funny now but it really is. :D and we went to the arcade to play. We tried to catch toys but failed. :( and I failed to the damn damn damn max when it came I the build the block thingy. So embarrassing. :( played basketball, raced cars, motorcycles, jets and rode some lame haunted mansion thing that was supposed to be fun. I SWEAR IT WAS DAMN FUN WHEN I RODE IT WITH PET!! But it was another machine. Walked around. Talked a lot of crap and yup. I have 1 new reader. I think. Coz I just told Carissa my blog. So now 3 ppl knows my blog. LOL. And I'm gonna tell shermaine soon. So I might actually have 4 readers. Talk about pathetic-.- and we saw Peggy today!! And some other kellockian that i can't remember her name :)